Valentine's Day lightning strike
On 14 Feb 2004, a lightning struck me. Like a typical lightning strike, it hit me out of nowhere, for no apparent reason... and I'm still in shock 3 days later.

MY GOD, I FEEL SO IN LOVE !!!

I have not felt like this in so long I had forgotten the meaning of weak knees and a pounding heart !

I feel so alive and so lost at the same time, I just dont know what to do ! I am simply going insane !

And all of this just because of my Original Cin ! Oh Cin, what have you done to me ? Better yet, what are you going to do to me ? Where in the world did you come from and how did you hit me so hard ?
I have no thoughts of myself since we got together and am trembling after realising that !
It's funny how when you decide that you definitely dont want to fall in love, the heavens just throw the biggest jolt that they can muster ! It's unbelievable !

If I think too much about this as I am writing I can feel my eyes swelling from happy frustration that she is in my life but not with me as I type...

I pray for help, please ! Help to keep under control and not give away my life, my heart and my soul to someone that I have only just met...